A Dentist’s Drill

airplane collisions in my head
the grinding of gears
a falling dark blue wave
washing me from head to toe

in my chest
  a lack of breathe
in my legs
  a surprising weakness
and in my mind
  a constant shadowy physical reminder
  as if i can point between
  my eye and ear and say:
  “there. that’s the spot. there’s the pain.
  it’s small, but it’s there...that's it.”

and it goes away
only in sleep

Brian Magerko